1 year 1 month ^_^
November 3, 2012.
Its been 1 year and 1 month since the day that we’ve been together. So far so good and sweet:) well there are some ahmmm, sad moments pero I think its part.. more on happy times pa rin naman, ganito ka happy ohh :))))))
I miss him.. super miss.. gnito pala ung feeling na wlang makulet noh? Wlang magtatanong, magttxt every minute, aask kung nasan ka ngayon, kung ano ng ginagawa mo. Tatawagan ka para icheck kung nasan ka na. Yung boses niya na malambing :’) haiss. 3 days na since umalis siya miss ko n siya :’/ 2 more nights babalik na sya. Yey!! :’)
E2 ung first monthsary na hindi kami magkasama. Well its alright, hindi lang naman ito yung first monthsary na darating di ba ;) there’s more to come.
I would like to say sorry about last wed because of me he felt sad :’( it was the last day na magkita kami. Aun sad pa. I wanst able to hug him b4 he left. Hmmm. Pero after which were good :’)
All in all I MISS HIM :’)
Happy monthsary @mikaelojansen :) I love you.
I LOVE YOU <3 HAPPY 11TH MONTHSARY ♥
I won’t say I’ll never hurt you. Chances are I will. I’ll make mistakes. I’ll break promises. I’ll fight with you. I’ll make you scream. I’ll make you not want to be with me anymore. But even so, I will always learn from my mistakes. I’ll never give up on us. I’ll always apologize. I’ll always love you. I’m not perfect. I never will be. But I also don’t want to be dishonest and promise you things I can’t keep. I’d rather show you my faults and try to make up for them. ♥
daewong, mingming, mahal ko, baby —- ♥ ♥ ♥
saranghae daewong :)
mkhang he will make revenge for everything na nangyayare ngaun na hindi ko nmn sinasadya. How can the man you love do such thing na comparing the things na unexpectedly happens. T_T kung tlgang mahal ka nya hindi niya ipaparamdam sau lhat ng alam nyang makakasakit o mkakapag dulot ng pain sa heart mo, na alam nya na ayaw mo un dati so u will not do it agen kasi hindi mo rin gustong maramdaman nya ung naramdaman mo before. Di ba dapat gnun?? -_-), but i guess thats the thinking of an assuming one. (like ME!)
TRUST?! haiss.. i really want to feel para sau. T_T i really wannt to trust you, alam mo kung gano kita pnagkatiwalaan dati……. i give every trust i have. but wat!?? stupid me kasi… . kasi…. T_T haiss, lagi ko nlng iniiyakan pag me gnung pang yayare! >.< nakakainis. dinadaan ko sa iyak! kasi nasasaktan ako. sana alam mo un. kya ung trust???! di ko na alm kung san ko pa huhugutin. T_T di porket ok na, tapos na, gnun nalng kadali mawawala ung sakit, ung luhang tumulo. SORRY doesnt always mean na everything is going back to normal agen. Im always paranoid. kasi di ko alm kung hangang kelan merong ikaw sa life ko. kasi nakakatakot ehh. kya sa bawat luhang pumapatak katumbas nun ang pag aalangan na ako lang ang mahal mo. :’(
WALANG MAPAGSABIHAN Thanks tumblr and twiitter :’((
jean will always be as dramatic as this -_-),
Aug. 8, 2012
my weekday is really -_____-
- my make up kit had been robbed
- my earphone scratched by little pets (mice) :((
- still my phone is not ok :/
- my ojt hrs less 2 days
but still we’re lucky because we still have shelter unlike those who are in the evacuation center. :(( they lack of foods, clothes and water. :(( if i were just to give them and share, i could just only give them my prayers. lets all pray for their safety. Godbless us.
:)) the comeback <3
i miss my tumblr!! :D after 4 long month now nlng ulet ako nakapag tumblr using my own account huh.. :)) namiss ko tuloi mga post ko here ;) wah! my very own diary i guess HAHAH! natigil ako sa pag tutumblr since nung ng vcation and OJT. hmm. so many things happened. wasnt able to update my post.. :D well2x.. starting today i will be posting agen!
the comeback <3 yeah!